Post by sayby35 on Dec 23, 2006 11:54:15 GMT -5
ok..one of my creations...I'll post more like this one.. read it and comment if you want 
.. It's an older creation(I wrote it when I was crazy about Shaman King)
X-MAS WITH MY FAVE ANIME CHARACTER
25 December-God bless you all
*The wind is blowing in the night,
I'm upstairs,in my home,
The trees are crying aloud
And I feel so alone..*
I'm whistling the intro from elfen lied...I hear my own shadow, whispering, full of excitement...Christmas is almost in here!My shadow is playing with her dark blue hands...Do shadows have souls?I dunno...But she doesn't seem to have one...
I'm under the window,in my bed and I'm watching the sky...There are no stars.Although,the glory keeps shining and bright in my head, and starts going round and round over here...
The snowflakes are dancing in the cold winter air..
I feel some sort of icy and energic soul moving,trying to be free,running over obstacles..But that's not me.I am not the person to get out of risks, problems,difficulties...I am just a malefic kid...I attract them. I try to be powerful,indifferent, but this is almost impossible...
I try to close my eyes,but all around the house is jet-black night...I stare at that d**n dark sky again...Somethin' special?Nope..It's just my own shadow..
I wanna be happy..And there are so many poor kids,frozen outside,that have no home,that are desperately waiting for Santa Claus.Even if they have to use matches to get warm,they are happy...Even if they've caught a cold,even if the sickness has almost killed them and even if they have to sell matches to go further, they are so d**n happy only by thinking that God will save them!And I've got everything and I can't understand their miserable happiness...
God?Uhm...Is that a happy thought?I guess so..
My sick mind starts working again, creating new thoughts;it is devastated by absent-minded people...
If I saw you,I would be cured right now...
I need you..I need you and your love...The blood that runs through my veins feels you...My mind is polluted with your countenance...I'm finding a sketch of your face in my eyes...I can't find it..
Time has separated our souls but when I'll find you,we'll be together... Your image will remain forever in my heart..
I hear somebody calling me:
-Eraiza...
Should I go downstairs?I am still hipnotised by my own thoughts...
So,I'll raise up full of glory from my primary lazyness..I open my eyes... I just can believe it!
-Zeke,is that you?
Now I see him..Yes...He IS here and that's not a dream...Yes,it's the real part of Christmas.It's the present that I received for being a good girl..Yea..sure... I don't know what's in the mind of Santa..maybe he's crazy...But I thank him so much for giving me presents or something like that.
I start melting in Hao's shiny eyes..The moment is too powerful...I feel my DNAs moving.So I offer him a big hug..Consequences don't even matter...I actually think that this hug is a punishment for him..I'm sort of emotive...Maybe too emo...
Although,I tell him that I've missed his friendship somehow..
-Somehow..He answers me,with a wicked smile on his lips
He goes near the fire..In his hands,you can see a little flame and you can read the meaning of hell in his eyes.
To warm my frozen bones a bit,I sit next to him.I keep watching the jolly fire.He turns his head and he starts analysing me with his big brown eyes.
He seems to be colder and colder;his sarcastic smile,a shadow of this whole world,is getting deeper and deeper...A concept is running through his mind and that's why I'm so afraid.He can swallow me and my soul,by using a simple mind lightning.I know it.I'm just a human.Nothing can wash the mizery of my weakness.. He is so powerful...Just too powerful...It's something that our human mind cannot see.We are blind.We are destroying our own world,the world in which we live in and in which we were born.You are an object.Huh?An object?Yes,that's Hao's opinion.Some tears are running on my face.I can't stop them and I can't stop this d**n feeling because I know his heart will always remain frozen...Nobody can melt the ice that covers his heart...And he has reasons for everything...
-Don't cry...You shouldn't..
I hear his low voice.I can't understand him...I know his history,his personality.I know he shouldn't say such a thing..And I'm kind of amased and happy in the same time..
Somehow?Yes,that's his word..He repeats this word while playing with a flame..His voice becomes some sort of sadistic..Every word that I hear from him is a fine torture.I try to avoid listening to him,but it's absolutely impossible.His long, brown hair is covering his bare shoulders.
-Stop crying.Would you like to see me in the same situation?
His smile seems to be sincere.I hear my heart beating louder and louder, and I start laughing in a crazy way... He also starts laughing..
-No,that wouldn't be such a wise thing,right?Don't act reckless.Come on,let's eat.
We sit down at the table.While eating,he continues joking..bringing at least a strop of happiness in my ill thoughts created by an evil mind.I see him... Yes.. Maybe that was my eternal wish..
I go upstairs,without him.I watch the sky.Now,the carbon-black sky is full of stars.I'm surprised .Is that a miracle?Is Hao a God?Who knows...The snowflakes are dancing around.The white snow covers every house.. ''Santa should be coming soon..'' .. I start laughing and I'm thinking at Santa.
The snow..The moon...A beautiful combination.Is that romantic?Maybe.. The moon looks like a dead fairy...Her soul is bright,but her face looks sick.. I suppose I'm freaky,starnge,weird..So,it makes my heart mushy only when I look at the moon.And she DOES have a kingdom.
Humans will die in their own trap..And she will swim in her dark world.
I'm just too tired..I see a hand standing on my shoulder.It's him. He gives me a piece of silver,with his name on it.Flames are burning in his eyes.
I close my eyes..But after opening them,I'm afraid he will dissapear.
And I know I can't reach him..It's worthless..
Today is another day..Even if you aren't in here,Zeke,I know it..My dream has been accomplished.And that's the true meaning of Christmas;Love and reach your dreams!Santa is near us...He's the spirit of joy.
.. It's an older creation(I wrote it when I was crazy about Shaman King)X-MAS WITH MY FAVE ANIME CHARACTER
25 December-God bless you all
*The wind is blowing in the night,
I'm upstairs,in my home,
The trees are crying aloud
And I feel so alone..*
I'm whistling the intro from elfen lied...I hear my own shadow, whispering, full of excitement...Christmas is almost in here!My shadow is playing with her dark blue hands...Do shadows have souls?I dunno...But she doesn't seem to have one...
I'm under the window,in my bed and I'm watching the sky...There are no stars.Although,the glory keeps shining and bright in my head, and starts going round and round over here...
The snowflakes are dancing in the cold winter air..
I feel some sort of icy and energic soul moving,trying to be free,running over obstacles..But that's not me.I am not the person to get out of risks, problems,difficulties...I am just a malefic kid...I attract them. I try to be powerful,indifferent, but this is almost impossible...
I try to close my eyes,but all around the house is jet-black night...I stare at that d**n dark sky again...Somethin' special?Nope..It's just my own shadow..
I wanna be happy..And there are so many poor kids,frozen outside,that have no home,that are desperately waiting for Santa Claus.Even if they have to use matches to get warm,they are happy...Even if they've caught a cold,even if the sickness has almost killed them and even if they have to sell matches to go further, they are so d**n happy only by thinking that God will save them!And I've got everything and I can't understand their miserable happiness...
God?Uhm...Is that a happy thought?I guess so..
My sick mind starts working again, creating new thoughts;it is devastated by absent-minded people...
If I saw you,I would be cured right now...
I need you..I need you and your love...The blood that runs through my veins feels you...My mind is polluted with your countenance...I'm finding a sketch of your face in my eyes...I can't find it..
Time has separated our souls but when I'll find you,we'll be together... Your image will remain forever in my heart..
I hear somebody calling me:
-Eraiza...
Should I go downstairs?I am still hipnotised by my own thoughts...
So,I'll raise up full of glory from my primary lazyness..I open my eyes... I just can believe it!
-Zeke,is that you?
Now I see him..Yes...He IS here and that's not a dream...Yes,it's the real part of Christmas.It's the present that I received for being a good girl..Yea..sure... I don't know what's in the mind of Santa..maybe he's crazy...But I thank him so much for giving me presents or something like that.
I start melting in Hao's shiny eyes..The moment is too powerful...I feel my DNAs moving.So I offer him a big hug..Consequences don't even matter...I actually think that this hug is a punishment for him..I'm sort of emotive...Maybe too emo...
Although,I tell him that I've missed his friendship somehow..
-Somehow..He answers me,with a wicked smile on his lips
He goes near the fire..In his hands,you can see a little flame and you can read the meaning of hell in his eyes.
To warm my frozen bones a bit,I sit next to him.I keep watching the jolly fire.He turns his head and he starts analysing me with his big brown eyes.
He seems to be colder and colder;his sarcastic smile,a shadow of this whole world,is getting deeper and deeper...A concept is running through his mind and that's why I'm so afraid.He can swallow me and my soul,by using a simple mind lightning.I know it.I'm just a human.Nothing can wash the mizery of my weakness.. He is so powerful...Just too powerful...It's something that our human mind cannot see.We are blind.We are destroying our own world,the world in which we live in and in which we were born.You are an object.Huh?An object?Yes,that's Hao's opinion.Some tears are running on my face.I can't stop them and I can't stop this d**n feeling because I know his heart will always remain frozen...Nobody can melt the ice that covers his heart...And he has reasons for everything...
-Don't cry...You shouldn't..
I hear his low voice.I can't understand him...I know his history,his personality.I know he shouldn't say such a thing..And I'm kind of amased and happy in the same time..
Somehow?Yes,that's his word..He repeats this word while playing with a flame..His voice becomes some sort of sadistic..Every word that I hear from him is a fine torture.I try to avoid listening to him,but it's absolutely impossible.His long, brown hair is covering his bare shoulders.
-Stop crying.Would you like to see me in the same situation?
His smile seems to be sincere.I hear my heart beating louder and louder, and I start laughing in a crazy way... He also starts laughing..
-No,that wouldn't be such a wise thing,right?Don't act reckless.Come on,let's eat.
We sit down at the table.While eating,he continues joking..bringing at least a strop of happiness in my ill thoughts created by an evil mind.I see him... Yes.. Maybe that was my eternal wish..
I go upstairs,without him.I watch the sky.Now,the carbon-black sky is full of stars.I'm surprised .Is that a miracle?Is Hao a God?Who knows...The snowflakes are dancing around.The white snow covers every house.. ''Santa should be coming soon..'' .. I start laughing and I'm thinking at Santa.
The snow..The moon...A beautiful combination.Is that romantic?Maybe.. The moon looks like a dead fairy...Her soul is bright,but her face looks sick.. I suppose I'm freaky,starnge,weird..So,it makes my heart mushy only when I look at the moon.And she DOES have a kingdom.
Humans will die in their own trap..And she will swim in her dark world.
I'm just too tired..I see a hand standing on my shoulder.It's him. He gives me a piece of silver,with his name on it.Flames are burning in his eyes.
I close my eyes..But after opening them,I'm afraid he will dissapear.
And I know I can't reach him..It's worthless..
Today is another day..Even if you aren't in here,Zeke,I know it..My dream has been accomplished.And that's the true meaning of Christmas;Love and reach your dreams!Santa is near us...He's the spirit of joy.
